The Best Days of My Life

If I was given the opportunity to go back in time, even knowing how it would end, I would always say yes, every single time. To be able to go on adventures with you again, to do the silliest of things together. To name every single cloud above the field.  Yeah, I still have fantasies about that, even after all the years. Pathetic, right? And I know you won't ever read this, but I just want to let you know that those days of my life were the best I've ever had. And, and...

I'm sorry.
...

I hate you.